I think I have to be the luckiest mom ever. Today I was having a hard time with feeling alone and just adjusting to moving and maybe some postpartum stuff, and was crying on the phone to Rhett. I was telling Rhett that I really wished I could have a hug or someone to just cry on. A few seconds later I feel a tug on my leg and Kylee wrapped her arms around me and gave me a big old hug. After I got off the phone with Rhett, she hugged me again and told me she didnt want me to be sad and then asked why I had purple tears (mascara running down my face). All night Kylee kept asking me "are you happy now mommy?"
I wasnt really sure if I should tell this or even really wanted to tell this, but I feel that it was so sweet and such a tender moment, I really wanted to show how wonderful life can really be... and that people are real. I am someone who most people, when first meeting me, wouldnt know I struggle with self-esteem and depression. I am open about this because I believe that there are people out there who may need to hear it. But something I learned tonight was that I am incredibly lucky for my two SWEET and CARING wonderful children. I am truly blessed.
Courtney you are so great to be able to recognize your blessings. You are super blessed to have those 2 babies, and they are so dang cute, your lil' girl cracks me up!
ReplyDeleteAhhhh....I sure do love ya! I am always happy when I think of pink elephants and lemonade. And always happy when I think of you too.
ReplyDeleteHey, my Paw-Paw always used to say, "keep your chin up sis" So there you have it. Nothing like moments like these to help you keep your chin up and count your blessings. You're such a fun gal, I'm sure in no time you'll be having too many play dates to count. Love ya.
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