Deep Thoughts And A Prayer

This might be long, but I thought of no better way to than to blog my feelings. Its okay if you dont read, this is really just for me.

Today at MOPS we had a pastor come and speak on death and loss. After hearing him speak, I realized how much difference there was between what he was saying and what I have been taught in the church. I have such a greater understanding and a deeper testimony on death after listening to him. There is a peace that I have knowing what happens when someone dies. Its hard to deal with a death, but isnt it wonderful knowing what we know in the Gospel? When the pastor was speaking, it was always "we dont know" and "no one knows." But I know. I know because I have a testimony. I know because I belong to the True Church.

After MOPS, I called my dad to share my feelings and he answered quietly. He said he was in the hospital with Dovey, my step mom. I knew my dad was in California and I thought something had happened to my grandma. I then called my brother and he told me DOVEY was in the hospital and grandma is fine. I need all of you to please say a prayer for my step mom. She is the most amazing woman and such a great example to everyone. She has so much love to give and has always been a huge supporter in my life. She is truly the most amazing woman I know. She's kind, thoughtful, loving and so very Christ-like. I wish all of you could know her. She is so easy to love. I so badly wish I could be there with her during this time. I would hate to lose her and never be able to say goodbye. These are the times I wish I lived closer. My family means so much to me, despite how dysfunctional we all are and all of our many flaws.

I found it odd that our conversation at MOPS was about death and loss. I had shared how lucky I am to never have lost anyone super close to me. I have gone through loss with friends and distant family, but no one like a child or parent or spouse. I wouldnt know what I would do if I lost someone so close. Dovey is such an amazing woman and she means so much to me.

I challenge you all to this one thing: Write a letter to the people that mean something to you.TODAY! Express to them what they have meant to you in your life and how much you love them. Apologize if there have been any fights or issues.

Thank you for your prayers.

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Sunny Days And A Lap Dog

Its been so gorgeous here. It feels like Spring and I am loving it. I was in such a great mood the other day that I danced around the house. On Rhett's day off we took the kids to one of the local parks. Its still in the 50's, but the sun tricks you into thinking its warmer. I am getting so antsy for Summer.

Kylee was able to ride her bike she got from Santa, AND she learned how to push herself on a swing!!! It was so exciting.

In other news, I took Luke into the allergies specialist. As some of you might have recalled, Luke was sick with a head cold for almost the first year of his life. Weeeellllll.... The doctor said that he has large adenoids (who the heck knows that those are?!) which would explain why he always has a runny/stuffy nose. He has also has eczema pretty bad. She said that would also explain why he has to much earwax too! I am finding all kinds of stuff out. We still have to make an appointment for him to get tested for other allergies. I am a little nervous about it. I hate having them do stuff to him =(

Bowby is a big dog. He thinks he is a lap dog. He weighs almost 90lbs. But we love him regardless.

Just some thoughts...

So I was thinking tonight...

WEIGHT: I love working out and imagining I am thin and getting closer to my goal. But I also love eating delicious food. Tonight we ate at the Olive Garden. I had the chicken and 3 Cheese stuffed pansottis, salad and breadsticks. I LOVED every minute of eating it. When I was walking out to the car, I felt stuffed, and started feeling guilty. Why should I feel guilty about eating something I like? I didnt even finish it all gone! This got me thinking... Is it better to be at a weight you like, or enjoy the food you like and just accept the weight you are at? If I could chose, I would be about 10lbs lighter (all from my stomach and boobs), but would I give up all the yummy food that I love? No. So what am I going to do? I dont know!

Siblings

Kylee got her very first Barbie for Valentine's Day (thanks Grandma Joy). She loves that Barbie so much, she even sleeps with her. I forgot how high maintenance Barbie can be with all the changing clothes and fixer hair problems. Kylee talks about her all the time. It makes me laugh.

THEY FOUND THEM!!!!

I got a call this morning from a detective in Salt Lake who informed me that they caught the people who broke into our car and that they had some of my stuff... Although, it wasnt in the best shape and we probably wouldnt want it back. Can you believe that?! This is closure.

You can read about it here:

http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=9644646

New Camera & Other Fun New Things

So, I am going a little backwards, but whatever.

Rhett and I got eye insurance and we both had to get glasses. Not my favorite, but it does help me when I am driving and taking pictures.

I FINALLY got my new Canon Mark2 D5. I was the happiest woman on the earth... now... just to learn how to use it. I am kind of bummed that I havent booked any new sessions so that I can use it. I am hoping that will change.

The weather has been so nice these last couple weeks, so I took everyone to the park and got some practice with the new camera. Right when we got their we looked back and Luke had fallen asleep. But we had fun anyway.

"Better Than Sex" Cake. Brings back lots of memories of when I was pregnant with Kylee. I LOVED this cake. I used to make it all the time. Its truly amazing and so Heavenly. Its so rich and you get full off of one small piece. It also makes me miss my sister, since she introduced it to me.

Luke loves watching Yo Gabba Gabba. Its his "happy time."

Kylee annoying Luke. Whats new?!